not real

sometimes, because i am so far away from Blake,
i forget we are getting married.
i am still stuffing invitations,
finalizing center pieces,
ordering pictures,
picking flowers, and sometimes
it still. doesn't. feel. real.



then i look at my ring...

and smile.
and remember that he
{and everything else} is just days away,
thinking about me too.

and it makes everything a little bit better.